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Tears

I hate the feeling of mot being able to stop crying  it not being able to put your finger on what’s making you cry.

I’ve just got back to my mum’s after visiting a friend, and now I can’t stop crying. Nothing has happened and nothing should make me cry.

My head hurts

I have these constant underlying fears about bad things, things that saying out loud would for sure break me.

I don’t know if these thoughts show up and cause me to cry, or if it’s something else.

Sarah xo

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What’s the point?

There’s nothing worse than feeling like I do right now.

I’m finding it hard to put into words, and I think that’s part of the problem.

I’m sat here like I’m waiting for something to happen, but nothing ever does.

I’m feeling anxious like I’m forgetting something, but I don’t have any idea what that something is.

I am crying because I feel as though I’m wasting my life, waiting for something that never comes.

I am lonely, although I live with my partner, when he’s here or at work, I feel as though I am on my own.

I worry, about the most slightest of things, things that don’t even need to be worried about.

I will be travelling back home this weekend, to visit some family and friends, and it seems like a chore. I don’t really want to go, I’d much rather stay at home and wait for this magical something.

 

Somebody asked me, what my passion is. I couldn’t answer.

I’m 28, no career, no friends really, no hobbies, no motivation and no love for life. So where does this leave me? Is there even any point in trying anymore?

I am deflated, completely, and fail to see what this life has to offer for me. I should probably ‘get out there’, like everyone says, but what is the point?

Today isn’t a good mental health day, I’m sorry.

Sarah xo

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Bored.

Hey to whomever reads this!

It’s currently 3.28am on a Friday evening and I’m sat on my sofa flicking through the newspaper trying to find some inspiration for a new hobby.

I’ve always dabbled in a little bit of this and a little bit of that, but nothing ever stuck around long enough for me to call it a ‘hobby’. That’s my problem here, I really need a hobby!

I really enjoy crafting, gaming, baking, cross stitch, coffee, drawing, writing and lots of other things, but I always give up too easily.

I’m really in the market for trying something new, something cheap as I’m currently very low on money, and something thats going to be good for my mental health.

One of my main problems is my mental health, although it’s getting better, I feel as though sometimes it holds me back and stops me really enjoying doing the things I like!

For example, this week I’ve been trying to decorate jars and plant pots using Modge Podge, 2 things made me give up.. 1 being the ink started to smudge so that was an instant fail for me (although honestly it kind of works), and secondly I figure, what’s the point? I’m going to decorate these jars for what? Christmas presents maybe, but who wants a plant pot with a dog on it?

Anyway, this is my self help post, for when I’m in the same mind tomorrow I can read back this and hopefully give myself some inspiration to do something!

I don’t think anyone will read this, it’s just a load of ramblings aimed at myself, BUT if anyone does, throw me some ideas please ❤

Sarah xo

Food

Sticky Chicken With Soy, Sesame & Chilli

Hey. Showing off my first Gousto recipe!

All in all, I would rate this recipe 5/5 Stars. Easy to follow instructions, takes 35 mins in total (for 2 people) and tastes amazing. Easily the best food I have EVER cooked.

I’ll list the ingredients etc below:

  • 4 British chicken thigh fillets
  • 2 Garlic Cloves
  • 25g Honey
  • 10g Toasted sesame seeds
  • 1 Spring onion
  • 1 tsp five-spice mix
  • 130g Brown rice
  • 15g Fresh root ginger
  • 1 Red chilli
  • 24ml Soy sauce
  • 26ml Tomato ketchup
  • 50g Baby kale

The thing I like most about Gousto, is that they give you exact ingredients, so there is zero food waste (unless you count the ends of the spring onions). Not only is it great food, but it’s fantastic for saving food etc.

If you’re interested in trying it out, this link will get you 50% off your first 2 boxes, that’s what I did, and so glad I did!
Hope you liked the post, look out for the next one tomorrow!

Sarah xo

Food

Gousto

Hey everyone!

I’ve recently started getting the Gousto box, partly to try it out, and partly because I’m a terrible cook.

I figured it would be good idea to share my experience with everyone, and see how things go.

If you’re interested in trying it out, this link will get you 50% off your first 2 boxes, that’s what I did, and so glad I did!

Hope you enjoy looking at my lovely food from now on!

Sarah xo

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Remember These Oldies?

Hello!

So I’m sat here reminiscing (i spelt that right the first time!) about old videos and flash websites like eBaums world, I thought I’d share some with you!

Remember these videos?

Or Flash sites like:

Searching around to find these things, and finding out they’re actually still active, has really got me thinking about things from when I was younger, like songs by OKGO or The Crazy Frog!

It’s really strange to think, at the time, these were the funniest videos or clips around, yet we so easily forget them. I love having a sit down, to remember all the old TV shows, songs and videos I used to enjoy, there’s something quite amazing about it.

Sarah xo

P.S Any old Videos, Games, Songs or Websites you remember from growing up, please share with me!

 

Personal

Hello!

Nice to meet you…

Wooo! First post, I’m starting on the path to being what they call, a ‘blogger’. I quite like the idea of being a blogger, I’m often finding myself thinking ‘if I had a blog, that would be a great post’.. now I have a place to do that, guess what, I don’t have anything that’s coming to mind that will be a ‘great first post’. So you’ll have to bear with me whilst I get my brain gears working, I promise you I’ll be more interesting in the near future 🙂

– Sarah –